A heck of a lot has happened since I last posted a journal here. Bullet point time!
Suffered from bad anxiety and depression for a few months, took me a while to realise that's what it was. Took a shedload of time off of work because I couldn't cope.
With some help, concluded that the reason why I was having crippling anxiety attacks was, in short, because I was lonely. Decided to move closer to my boyfriend. Somehow.
One thing after another was going wrong, dragged through hell and back, never felt shitter. But I had amazing support from spacehyenas
, his family, my family and a few friends. I'll never forget what they did for me!
When I was feeling my worst, managed to drag myself to a few job interviews. Still unsure as to how I managed this, Alex was definitely the one thing that got me through these.
Somehow managed to get the job I wanted- promotion and close to Alex. Now to find a house to live in.
Found a nice house. Ok better make sure I definitely got paid so I can pay the deposit.
More unfaltering support from close friends. Never, ever will I feel ungrateful for the brilliant support I received, notably from my parents, Alex and JackLightningRipper
. Just wow.
Move into new place, start new job, starting to feel a bit better
Darling pet rattie Ganondorf (nickname Dorfy) decides to leave the planet to join his brother.
So a pretty mixed bag, really. Not much time for art, or anything really (anxiety can really suck the life out of your life), but trying my hardest to get back into a routine and feel comfortable in my new home and with my new job.
Ramble over! : )